guess i’m never telling anyone anything anymore because nobody knows what not to tell everyone ugh
You said that I was jealous of you being around someone but I just told you I felt uncomfortable. You are that stupid.
Don’t want to feel anything. Wonder what life will be like if I just coast through. What will that be like, though?
Isn’t that a waste of life though? Wouldn’t I be dead?
But if I become apathetic, won’t that mean he’s won?
But I’m just so tired of feeling.
And I don’t mean feeling love or whatever that is. This isn’t a declaration of hopelessness in future romance.
I’m just tired of being upset and angry. I’m just tired of having my blood boil and knitting my eyebrows and biting my nails and breathing shallowly. I’m tired of that pressure behind my eyes when I’m about to cry.
I don’t want to be filled with anger and hatred. I don’t want to internalize these traits.
I’m tired. If I just don’t give a fuck about anything anymore, wouldn’t that be wonderful?
Florida State University
Anyone who takes the time to be kind is beautiful.Richelle E. Goodrich (via sundaylatte)